Random Feelings I haven't been in love for while. I used to fall in love on a regular basis, even after my teenage years. I'd meet some girl, get to know them and take the leap off a cliff. Then meet her boyfriend. But I haven't felt that way for a few years. I'm not sure which worries me most. Not being in love or whether I've lost the capacity for it. I'm sure I haven't. I'm sure it's just a while since I met anyone I could even feel anything for. Oh alright, there was one girl, but I haven't seen her since before Christmas and only a few times earlier than that. But she was the last someone new I've met who I have anything in common with, so I don't know whether that's why I'm thinking about her now. It isn't easy socialising with work colleagues when you live in a different city. I need to stop commuting soon, I think, so that I can get some semblance of a normal life back.

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